A Little More "Touch Me"

Hahaha sorry about the title. I couldn't resist. Plus, that song has been stuck in my head all day.

Yeahhh so yesterday was my birthday! I am officially fourteen. Some of my friends (Nicole, Carrie, Tracey) made me cards, which made me happy :) A ton of other people said Happy Birthday, which is cool too. Some didn't, but I won't go into that. I got freaking $150 from 2 sets of grandparents... I have 4 sets in total. So that means dos mas cards are in the mail. My parents got me and Nicole the Fall Out Boy tickets, and they got me some Uggs too (well, fake Uggs). Guess what else they got me! A Fall Out Boy poster!!! It's that one up there. I lurrvve it :) My cake was ohh myy goshh. Chocolate cake, chocolate icing, chocolate chips. Aka: heaven.

My day yesterday was mediocre. Pretty boring. In fact, all of my classes are boring. Except for Spanish, haha. And PE is cool too.

Today was fine, I guess. The best part? Hmm... waking up to my poster. Haha. English is boring, all we did is talk about "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty." Garrett Slack is soooo annoying. He challenges whatever we say, and he's always wrong anyway. Ugh. Computers is okay. The fact that I don't really talk to anyone makes it kind of boring. Spanish is the class I look forward to the most, and while I'm there I don't really want it to end.

That reminds me! The other night I had this dream, and I asked Ryan out... Ryan is Andy's friend in Spanish and I know I don't like him like that. I just asked him out because I didn't think I could get Andy. And then while we were 'out' he was like, "Why did you ask me and not Andy? I know you like him, and he likes you." Um, okay. Then I woke up. I read that dreams are subconscious thoughts about what's going on in life. Maybe my brain is trying to tell me something? Speaking of that, I could swear he flirts with me. He plays with my shoes and compliments me... I was talking to Ginny, and she asked me why I wasn't sure if he liked me. I said it was mostly doubt that anyone would like me. It sort of makes sense. But I digress...

Bio is sooo flipping boring. It seems so long and she thinks me and Tracey are stupid :/ But today I drew Fall Out Boy in my notebook, so it's all good. Lunch just passes by really fast and is pretty boring too. Math is boring, we just had a review period today. PE is good. I'm getting into the racquetball 'groove'. I like playing with Karen and Tracey and Bella and Nicole because we can actually rally for a while. And then Kathryn screws it up. Haha, just kidding (sort of). I played as badly as she did today, so yeah.

Do you want to know what is on my mind? I've realized that I write mostly about what actually happens but not really my thoughts. So here's where you get to see what I'm really thinking about. It's random; don't say I didn't warn you.

• In Sugar We're Goin Down, you know the part where it says, "A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it"? I've been thinking about it. There are discussions on whether it's 'god' or 'gun'. Obviously a gun would make more sense (loaded, cock it and pull it), but I think I get why it's god. Think of, say, a superiority complex. You know, when you feel superior all the time. It's like that. A 'god complex' would be like when you feel like a god all the time (controlling, etc.). And then it says 'loaded' and 'cock it and pull it' because it's clever and it's like a gun (BANG!).
• <<>> are quotations in Spanish. Profe Cashion described them as two sideways peace signs. Gangsta.
• Why do I always write on my thigh?? I swear, half the time there's a blue ink mark on my leg from when I accidentally wrote on it with my pen.
• I remember when that cute guy bumped into me in computers last week.. I turned around and ran into him. His pecs, I should say.. "Excuse me," he says in a deep voice. I catch a whiff of his cologne before heading back to my seat, dazed...
• I wish Fall Out Boy would play at homecoming like in Dance, Dance. That would be awesome. I'd so do the dance Pete does. And then I'd meet them, and chill with them, and get to go on tour with them...
• I wish someone would ask me to homecoming.
• Chad looks better now that his hair has grown out.
• I need to get a Queen of Hearts card to put up on my Fall Out Boy wall. Oh yes, I'm making one.
• I realllllyyyy hope Mrs. Watson doesn't collect that one homework assignment with all the word problems on it.

And remember, switch the sign on an inequality when you divide by a negative number! (test tomorrow)