My mom is the most annoying, nagging person in my world. I'm pretty sure all moms are. She has selective hearing, selective memory, and doesn't take me seriously. If I'm in a good mood she'll just bring me down again.
I don't really care about much anymore. Life should be more than just going through the motions, but right now, it's not for me. I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. God knows Connor is a lost cause, and I don't even know if I like Chad anymore.
Speaking of Chad, you know how Bella thinks that I like him? She's kind of pissing me off. Okay, for clarification, I'm not saying that I do like him. I'm just saying it how Bella knows it. She says she wants me and him to get together and stuff, but a lot of the time if we're like talking she'll come over and totally interrupt. If we're sitting next to eachother, she'll sit between us. It's just not cool.
I don't know about Ginny anymore. I mean, I'm not mad at her or anything. I just don't really think that she's a good friend for me anymore. Last year was different, but this year is just... whatever. At least, she's not the kind of person that I need to be able to depend on right now.
Somebody, please, give me a reason to live. (for MYSELF, not other people)
"The road outside my house is paved with good intentions
Hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine."
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