Battle Hymn

FINALS WEEK. Actually, it's not really that bad. I think my like.. senses.. are too calm. Haha, I probably should be stressing, and yet I'm not. It's wierd. It's like I'm on some calm-down drug. Hm.

Oh, I am upset at schedule changes. I get that you have to change electives, but why the whole schedule? Basically, you make new friends, and right after, they make you switch and find new friends. It's like this one Clandestine hoodie I've always like: "Give love, then take it away." Well, it's hard to explain. And I don't have any classes with Nicole anymore :( The ONE possible good thing that can come out of this is that Connor could be in one of my new classes. I'm trying not to hope on this one. It's a long shot anyway (I'm desperate).

Another thing. I am very glad that I don't like Chad anymore. You know how they say men who wear jewelry are vain or whatever? So Chad has always worn this one necklace, it's like his thing. That's okay and all. But today he found some pinky ring on the ground and started wearing it. It's a total like bling thing and NOT FOR CHAD. All of us were like begging him to take it off but he wouldn't. Dude, that would be embarrassing if I still liked him. Hahaha.

I'm not going to go to Winter Formal. I will if A. I win a ticket for free or B. Connor asks me. Yeah, niether is going to happen (although I do have a slight slight chance for that free ticket). So I was talking to Bella and Sam today and Bella asked if we were going to Winter Formal, and both of us said, "Probably not." I told them the that I would only go if I got a free ticket, and Sam agreed. The Bella asked me if I would go if some one asked me, and I said, "Probably not." They laughed and whatever, but like, no one's going to ask me anyway. And I wouldn't want to go with anyone but Connor, so yeah :/


Life, all in all, is alright now. It's a 'meh' kind of time. Not good, not bad. Meh.