I haven't updated in a long time, I know I know I know. But there hasn't been anything really update-worthy.
Well okay, Phil told me who likes me. He said he talked to him on Valentines Day. Phil said that he said something about not liking me as much anymore, or he didn't really like me, he just thought I was cute. Whatever. Phil says I'm not supposed to say who it is on here, not like anyone but him and Nicole read this anyway. But it's seriously the last person you would ever guess (I didn't even think of him when I was trying to guess who it was). That also kind of made me feel better about liking Connor. It's pretty much the same thing; I like him, he barely knows I exist. I always thought I was pathetic and wierd for still liking him even though we have virtually no contact, but the situation with the guy that liked me made me realize it's not all too wierd. If that makes sense.
So it's President's Week off from school, and it is so very boring. I miss everyone a ton, too. I talk to Nicole online, but even she hasn't been on a lot the past few days. And I miss Phil, like a super lot. He basically feels like a brother now and it's wierd. I was looking at his Facebook profile and I just wanted to message him to tell him that I missed him, but I mean, he'd only get it once he gets back, so it's not like it really matter anyways. Oh, and Hot Spanish Guy (from here on referred to as HSG). Okay, so I don't miss all my 'friends' that much. Uhh, alrighty then. Moving on.
Tryouts! Yes, softball tryouts were this week. Varsity started bright and early (grumble) on Saturday morning and was continued on Monday. I, unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?), wasn't good enough to continue on to the running portion of tryouts. So yeah, I didn't make it. But it did help me get my nerves out about JV tryouts, and that's all I was really hoping for. JV tryouts started even brighter and earlier on Wednesday and Thursday. On Wednesday we did fielding and Thursday we did batting. I have to say that after seeing the unexperienced girls, I'm not all that worried any more. I also said I wanted to play first base, which'll be amazing to finally play again (if I make the team, that is).
I fantasize about Panic at the Disco too much. So I was thinking about, say, Brendon. He's like 19 or 20. That's only 5 or 6 years older than me. He's also single. Combine those factors with a very active imagination, and you get the conviction that you and Brendon Urie are made for each other. Then, when you think about it, of course he wouldn't want anything to do with a 14 year old. Maybe in ten years it won't seem much of a difference, but as of now, the age difference is painfully cruel. It's so close, yet so far. I can't properly fantasize about him now, because I get caught up in the technicalities. When it was Pete (yes I am saying he isn't as huge a deal anymore), it was such a gap so that it didn't even need to be realistic. Just for fun, you know? Jeez, who knew fantasies could get so complicated.
Today I watched that full concert DVD on Youtube again. It's making me mourn the loss of their 'sceneness.' Now that they're all happy hippies, Ryan isn't wearing makeup and his hair's all... bad. I guess I didn't get to experience that stage so much while they were going through it, so I feel like I missed out. Everyone says it's the changes that you go through from around 18-21. I guess that's true, but that doesn't make it suck less.
As always happens on long boyless breaks, I spend a good deal obsessing about any boys I can. It's almost enough to make me want to go for Connor again. Almost. But I digress (you really don't know how much I love saying that). It's pretty insane, dude. Like the other day there was nothing good on TV, and I probably would have gone back upstairs on the computer, but I consented to watch Cory in the House because of Jason Dolley. I'm serious. After that, I looked up pictures of him online. And today I was watching TV while eating lunch and I spent a good amount of time debating with myself if I wanted to go upstairs, because Phil of the Future was on. Now, I don't really think that Ricky Ullman is all that great looking. But I watched it anyway. I know, I know. And the title? That's this really stupid thing on Youtube with this really weird kids, Connor and Devon. I think Connor's cute [why, God? Connor. Of course. As if I don't endure enough of that (Connor and Olivia are both the #8 most popular baby name of 2007. Subtle things like that are what kill me. Slowly. Um, I'm kind of going off topic now.)], and Devon has the biggest mouth I have ever seen in my life. So I kinda watched a lot of that and, well, whatever. They're pretty sexy. Oh wow, did I really just say that?
--I miss Connor. Still, and I probably will for like, ever. You have no idea. Well, you might, but it sounds more pitiful if I say it like that. Last night (actually very early this morning) I was talking to Katie and I said I had only known of two guys that liked me. That would be Clark and the one I can't say. Then I remembered Connor. I allowed myself to go back an remember and relive how it felt. In retrospect, that probably opened a door that is better left shut, but whatever. I remember the butterflies in math class. How I would pretend to look at the clock only so I could sneak a glance at him. How before class he would come over and sit by me and talk to me, ask what's up. How I would turn into a babbling idiot whenever he talked to me, and the butterflies that showed up as I was walking to 8th period. I remember making Nicole tell him that I liked him, and how he seemed interested in that little fact. I remember that night when I got home from babysitting to find Jordan on, and (I knew it intuitively, I swear) Connor was over at his house and how we talked online: how that gave me the most massive case of butterflies ever. I remember how Jordan kept teasing me, saying stupid little things like, "How are you and your lover doing?" How Jordan told me that Connor liked me and how Jordan told him to ask me out. I remember never talking to him again after that. I might write more later today, because it's almost 12:30 and I really should be getting to bed.
(Do you think I've done enough parenthesis this post?)
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
Nine in the Afternoon
First order of business:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gngtI8P3aYo
SQUEEE NINE IN THE AFTERNOON MUSIC VIDEO! Excuse me whilst my heart explodes.
Second order of business:
SIMPLE PLANS NEW ALBUM! Yes yes, it's good. I have it on my iPod. I'm too lazy to find the link, so go to mtv.com and find it yourself.
Okay, this blog is getting really behind. I dunno, I just haven't been in an update-y mood? Anyways, I'll help y'all get back on track.
In PE I'm hanging out with Racquel more. We're making a musical xD. We have the choreography down for the racquetball court scene. Hahaha, we are just that awesome. So in health, we have to do a nutrition chart thing. I guess I'll record it here too, because, you know. Yeah.
Breakfast: An orange!
Snack: Nada.
Lunch: A pizza lunchable (including the bread, cheese, and sauce, along with two Starbursts and a Kool-Aid juice pouch thingy).
After school: A banana creme smoothie! (including 2 bananas, a little bit of peanut butter and honey, 1 cup of milk, and a few ice cubes) And also a bottle of water.
Dinner: A bowl of Raisin Bran cereal and milk.
Dessert: A frozen banana with chocolate sauce drizzled on it and 3 marshmallows.
Mmm, food. Where was I?
Alright, so Phil should tell me who likes me. Really really. I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA. And I'm boycotting Valentine's Day -nodnod-. Me and Phil were talking about it in English and Brittanni was like, "Oh really? I'm making heart shaped cookies for my boyfriend!" Phil and I were like "..."
That's pretty much it.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gngtI8P3aYo
SQUEEE NINE IN THE AFTERNOON MUSIC VIDEO! Excuse me whilst my heart explodes.
Second order of business:
SIMPLE PLANS NEW ALBUM! Yes yes, it's good. I have it on my iPod. I'm too lazy to find the link, so go to mtv.com and find it yourself.
Okay, this blog is getting really behind. I dunno, I just haven't been in an update-y mood? Anyways, I'll help y'all get back on track.
In PE I'm hanging out with Racquel more. We're making a musical xD. We have the choreography down for the racquetball court scene. Hahaha, we are just that awesome. So in health, we have to do a nutrition chart thing. I guess I'll record it here too, because, you know. Yeah.
Breakfast: An orange!
Snack: Nada.
Lunch: A pizza lunchable (including the bread, cheese, and sauce, along with two Starbursts and a Kool-Aid juice pouch thingy).
After school: A banana creme smoothie! (including 2 bananas, a little bit of peanut butter and honey, 1 cup of milk, and a few ice cubes) And also a bottle of water.
Dinner: A bowl of Raisin Bran cereal and milk.
Dessert: A frozen banana with chocolate sauce drizzled on it and 3 marshmallows.
Mmm, food. Where was I?
Alright, so Phil should tell me who likes me. Really really. I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA. And I'm boycotting Valentine's Day -nodnod-. Me and Phil were talking about it in English and Brittanni was like, "Oh really? I'm making heart shaped cookies for my boyfriend!" Phil and I were like "..."
That's pretty much it.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Send my Love to the Dance Floor, I'll See You in Hell
Hey Mr. DJ
You gotta put a record on, yeah
We're gonna bury this town tonight
We're gonna dance all night
-Send my Love to the Dance Floor... by Cobra Starship
See that great title? Oh yeah. Tonight is the night of winter formal, and I'm not there. Fun, huh? So this blog post is probably going to be just a bunch of random crap that floats into my head because I am so bored. (P.S. Nicole you told me that you weren't going to WF either!)
Sorry it's been so long. Nothing really that important has happened. Except... PANIC AT THE DISCO IS COMING TO SD ON APRIL 12!!! And Nine in the Afternoon is awesometastic *nodnod*.
School is, well, school. English is actually okay because I sit by Phil and Brittanni and Payal and Sarah, so that's fun. We're doing a creative writing assignment and mine is a short story called 'Daydreamer.' The story just starts as I'm sitting in class, trying to think of something to write for the story, and in a Walter Mitty way, I float in and out of daydreams, and in the end, I don't have enough time to write the story. I think it's pretty good. Oh, and yesterday, Ms. Singleton was like yelling at me! I tried to point out something that was unclear and so she totally stomped all over me. Pfft.
Spanish.. Ah... Spanish. Hot Hot Hot Superhot guy is in that class. Like, I'm not even kidding. I'm pretty sure his name is Christian, just spelled some wierd way. Anyways, he is unimaginably hot. You don't even know. I swear he should be a model, because I just CAN'T STOP looking at him. And no, I don't think I have a chance with him whatsoever (boy, would that be nice if I did). I don't care that much, because I'm not even like trying to want to believe that I can hope I have a chance with him. So, you know, it's all good.
Third period math. Bo-ring. Doug sits behind me, and like, he doesn't exactly tap his foot, but he always has his feet on the shelf-thingy on my desk, and then he shifts. A lot. It's really annoying.
Bio is really boring too. Now that Tracey and Carrie aren't in my class :( I sit by Karina. I swear she like can't think for herself or something because she always has to check my paper to see what I wrote. At the next table are Matt and Heidi, and they're cool. Matt was in my bio last semester, so I know him from there. I know Heidi 'cause she was in class comp. Yeah, I'm glad I met her.
P.E. is okay I guess. No where NEAR as good as last semester, but I have Kathryn and Sarah and Racquel in my class. We're playing racquetball.
Health is pretty awesome too. I have Coach J, and he is super cool (Are you gonna do it tomooooorrow, or you gonna do it TODAY?). And cutie cute cute health guy. Collin :). I've already described him, and ah, he is yummyliscious. Hahaha. And dude, that guy I said looks like Sanjaya? Well he still does, but I think he's a lot cuter ;).
I have to say it for the world to hear: Nicole and Phil broke up. I won't go into detail, because that's their own stuff. All I can say is, is anything right in the world?
Oh, and on the boy subject (because I just haven't talked about boys enough), I still like Connor, and I still have no clue who likes me. I kind of thought the guy that likes me might ask me to winter formal, but obviously no one did. So maybe he'll sieze the opportunity of a little thing called Valentine's Day? As you know, I have way too much free time to think and whatnot, so I have a pretty active imagination. Firstly, I hope to God that Phil isn't lying to me. Like, he feels so bad for me that he needed to create a nonexistant guy to make me feel better. Nuh uh. The second thing I think of is who it could possibly be. I know Phil already said it wasn't Connor, and if you catch me suspecting that it is, please slap me. Anyways, apparently I like to fantasize that Connor really IS the person, and Phil just didn't tell me because he wasn't allowed to. Ugh. Oh, and I've made a mental list of who it might be, and I categorizied into who I would want it to be, people I wouldn't mind it being, and people that I'm praying it's not.
So I told you this post would be full of random crap, right? Well you're getting what you bargained for! Now, I call this segment, Count The Cameos! In the record label Fueled by Ramen, all the bands are friends (I guess) and they do a bunch of cameos in music vids. Lets see just how many we can find!
(The first one is Ryan Ross' guest guitar in "The Take Over, The Breaks Over." I don't know if that counts as a cameo, but nyah.)
Let's start with Fall Out Boy!
A Little Less Sixteen Candles http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-VifE8EK8w :
2. Dirty! He's the guy in the middle of the street at 3:08, and the one will the phone when it shows those black people in the car.. You also see him get attacked by some vampire at 3:37. Hehehe.
3. I'm not too sure about this one, but at 3:22 there's a brief shot of a guy doing some gang sign. I think that's Travie Mccoy from GCH.
4. Ryro (PATD)/William Beckett (The Academy Is...). I really really don't know which one! Mmkay, well, one of them is the lead dandy. I've heard different people say it's Ryan, and different people say is William. (but I think it's Ryro)
5. At five minutes, you see a shot of 3 dandies like controlling these women around them. The middle dandy is Brendon Urie ^^ (PATD)
6. Since I forgot to get times, and I don't want to go back and watch the whole thing just to find out when he's in it, I'll just tell you. The guy in the black with the hat (not Patrick)? I'm pretty sure that's their manager. Pretty pretty sure.
Next comes Gym Class Heroes (and there might be more, I just don't usually watch their music videos)
Clothes Off! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NUxMgzHdic :
7. PETE! He's the elvis! Seen at :22-:25, :51, and 2:28.
8. 1:10 Bald guy with the eyepatch? Mhmm, the manager again.
9. 3:50-3:56, Brendon, Spencer, Ryan, and Jon (PATD)! They make this video. Seriously.
Cupid's Chokehold http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiiU-Fky18s :
10. Patrick! The guy reading the newspaper at :03 and :17. :D
Now we have Cobra Starship. I'm guessing that hey have so many cameos because they're just strating off.
Bring It! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1wMyKQ6jUg :
Some of these I don't know if they're considered cameos, because they do part of the song, but whatever.
11. William Beckett (The Academy Is...) is on the left of Gabe (the singer) at :16, and he's in it a lot. I'm not going to point out all the times. Pay attention for yourself, gosh. He sings the "So kiss me goodbye, something something make it out alive. So kiss me goodbye, I can see the venom in their eyes."
12. Travie Mccoy (GCH) is on the right of Gabe at :16. And yeah, he does a lot too, so just look for the black man with a fro and a lip piercing and that's probably him. Oh, and he starts rapping at 1:59.
13. PEEETE! He turns around at 1:47. ^^
14. Okay okay okay, in one of the comments it says the guy at 2:19 is Samuel L. Jackson. Whether or not this is true, I can't tell.
Send My Love to the Dance Floor, I'll See You in Hell http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84saYemcJQY&feature=related :
15. PATRICK is the effing rabbit! You first see him at :06. Actually I think that's the only cameo, but you should watch the vid because the song is good and it's funny...
The City is at War http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNF08htoH00&NR=1 :
Oh, and this doesn't count, but the bar scenes were shot at Angels & Kings, Pete's bar :)
16. Oh lookie, the manager dude again, at 1:44.
17. PEEETE! Hahaha. Okay, at 2:22, he's the cop on the right.
18. Doug! Haha, I love Doug (of Doug Does Decaydance). He is the dude Gabe pies at 2:32.
So that's 18 cameos, and only 3 bands. Wowzers. Well, I'm bored, so this is Olivia signing off!
You gotta put a record on, yeah
We're gonna bury this town tonight
We're gonna dance all night
-Send my Love to the Dance Floor... by Cobra Starship
See that great title? Oh yeah. Tonight is the night of winter formal, and I'm not there. Fun, huh? So this blog post is probably going to be just a bunch of random crap that floats into my head because I am so bored. (P.S. Nicole you told me that you weren't going to WF either!)
Sorry it's been so long. Nothing really that important has happened. Except... PANIC AT THE DISCO IS COMING TO SD ON APRIL 12!!! And Nine in the Afternoon is awesometastic *nodnod*.
School is, well, school. English is actually okay because I sit by Phil and Brittanni and Payal and Sarah, so that's fun. We're doing a creative writing assignment and mine is a short story called 'Daydreamer.' The story just starts as I'm sitting in class, trying to think of something to write for the story, and in a Walter Mitty way, I float in and out of daydreams, and in the end, I don't have enough time to write the story. I think it's pretty good. Oh, and yesterday, Ms. Singleton was like yelling at me! I tried to point out something that was unclear and so she totally stomped all over me. Pfft.
Spanish.. Ah... Spanish. Hot Hot Hot Superhot guy is in that class. Like, I'm not even kidding. I'm pretty sure his name is Christian, just spelled some wierd way. Anyways, he is unimaginably hot. You don't even know. I swear he should be a model, because I just CAN'T STOP looking at him. And no, I don't think I have a chance with him whatsoever (boy, would that be nice if I did). I don't care that much, because I'm not even like trying to want to believe that I can hope I have a chance with him. So, you know, it's all good.
Third period math. Bo-ring. Doug sits behind me, and like, he doesn't exactly tap his foot, but he always has his feet on the shelf-thingy on my desk, and then he shifts. A lot. It's really annoying.
Bio is really boring too. Now that Tracey and Carrie aren't in my class :( I sit by Karina. I swear she like can't think for herself or something because she always has to check my paper to see what I wrote. At the next table are Matt and Heidi, and they're cool. Matt was in my bio last semester, so I know him from there. I know Heidi 'cause she was in class comp. Yeah, I'm glad I met her.
P.E. is okay I guess. No where NEAR as good as last semester, but I have Kathryn and Sarah and Racquel in my class. We're playing racquetball.
Health is pretty awesome too. I have Coach J, and he is super cool (Are you gonna do it tomooooorrow, or you gonna do it TODAY?). And cutie cute cute health guy. Collin :). I've already described him, and ah, he is yummyliscious. Hahaha. And dude, that guy I said looks like Sanjaya? Well he still does, but I think he's a lot cuter ;).
I have to say it for the world to hear: Nicole and Phil broke up. I won't go into detail, because that's their own stuff. All I can say is, is anything right in the world?
Oh, and on the boy subject (because I just haven't talked about boys enough), I still like Connor, and I still have no clue who likes me. I kind of thought the guy that likes me might ask me to winter formal, but obviously no one did. So maybe he'll sieze the opportunity of a little thing called Valentine's Day? As you know, I have way too much free time to think and whatnot, so I have a pretty active imagination. Firstly, I hope to God that Phil isn't lying to me. Like, he feels so bad for me that he needed to create a nonexistant guy to make me feel better. Nuh uh. The second thing I think of is who it could possibly be. I know Phil already said it wasn't Connor, and if you catch me suspecting that it is, please slap me. Anyways, apparently I like to fantasize that Connor really IS the person, and Phil just didn't tell me because he wasn't allowed to. Ugh. Oh, and I've made a mental list of who it might be, and I categorizied into who I would want it to be, people I wouldn't mind it being, and people that I'm praying it's not.
So I told you this post would be full of random crap, right? Well you're getting what you bargained for! Now, I call this segment, Count The Cameos! In the record label Fueled by Ramen, all the bands are friends (I guess) and they do a bunch of cameos in music vids. Lets see just how many we can find!
(The first one is Ryan Ross' guest guitar in "The Take Over, The Breaks Over." I don't know if that counts as a cameo, but nyah.)
Let's start with Fall Out Boy!
A Little Less Sixteen Candles http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-VifE8EK8w :
2. Dirty! He's the guy in the middle of the street at 3:08, and the one will the phone when it shows those black people in the car.. You also see him get attacked by some vampire at 3:37. Hehehe.
3. I'm not too sure about this one, but at 3:22 there's a brief shot of a guy doing some gang sign. I think that's Travie Mccoy from GCH.
4. Ryro (PATD)/William Beckett (The Academy Is...). I really really don't know which one! Mmkay, well, one of them is the lead dandy. I've heard different people say it's Ryan, and different people say is William. (but I think it's Ryro)
5. At five minutes, you see a shot of 3 dandies like controlling these women around them. The middle dandy is Brendon Urie ^^ (PATD)
6. Since I forgot to get times, and I don't want to go back and watch the whole thing just to find out when he's in it, I'll just tell you. The guy in the black with the hat (not Patrick)? I'm pretty sure that's their manager. Pretty pretty sure.
Next comes Gym Class Heroes (and there might be more, I just don't usually watch their music videos)
Clothes Off! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NUxMgzHdic :
7. PETE! He's the elvis! Seen at :22-:25, :51, and 2:28.
8. 1:10 Bald guy with the eyepatch? Mhmm, the manager again.
9. 3:50-3:56, Brendon, Spencer, Ryan, and Jon (PATD)! They make this video. Seriously.
Cupid's Chokehold http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiiU-Fky18s :
10. Patrick! The guy reading the newspaper at :03 and :17. :D
Now we have Cobra Starship. I'm guessing that hey have so many cameos because they're just strating off.
Bring It! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1wMyKQ6jUg :
Some of these I don't know if they're considered cameos, because they do part of the song, but whatever.
11. William Beckett (The Academy Is...) is on the left of Gabe (the singer) at :16, and he's in it a lot. I'm not going to point out all the times. Pay attention for yourself, gosh. He sings the "So kiss me goodbye, something something make it out alive. So kiss me goodbye, I can see the venom in their eyes."
12. Travie Mccoy (GCH) is on the right of Gabe at :16. And yeah, he does a lot too, so just look for the black man with a fro and a lip piercing and that's probably him. Oh, and he starts rapping at 1:59.
13. PEEETE! He turns around at 1:47. ^^
14. Okay okay okay, in one of the comments it says the guy at 2:19 is Samuel L. Jackson. Whether or not this is true, I can't tell.
Send My Love to the Dance Floor, I'll See You in Hell http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84saYemcJQY&feature=related :
15. PATRICK is the effing rabbit! You first see him at :06. Actually I think that's the only cameo, but you should watch the vid because the song is good and it's funny...
The City is at War http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNF08htoH00&NR=1 :
Oh, and this doesn't count, but the bar scenes were shot at Angels & Kings, Pete's bar :)
16. Oh lookie, the manager dude again, at 1:44.
17. PEEETE! Hahaha. Okay, at 2:22, he's the cop on the right.
18. Doug! Haha, I love Doug (of Doug Does Decaydance). He is the dude Gabe pies at 2:32.
So that's 18 cameos, and only 3 bands. Wowzers. Well, I'm bored, so this is Olivia signing off!
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