So. I'm not going to Homecoming even though I already bought my twenty dollar ticket. Let me explain why.
Firstly, there's this whole drama crap about what group I would take pictures with and stuff (read: Ginny, Andy, Jason, Gina, Carrie vs. Sam, Chad, Bella). I can't choose, hello, so it's just way easier to not be involved.
Secondly, we have Ginny and Andy who annoy the bejeezus out of me. Not only are they totally all over each other like a couple, but they have this whole matching outfit thing going on. Apparently they were both supposed to wear yellow, and then Gina bought a yellow dress, so Ginny got pissed at Gina. I didn't say anything, but of course I'm on Gina's side! Ginny really doesn't think about other people sometimes.
Thirdly, Jason and Gina. They both like each other. I just cannot deal with that; be in the same room for any extended amount of time. It would honestly like kill me. And plus, it would be Jason in formal wear, taking me back to when I first saw him in his debate clothes and started liking him. I. Can't. Deal.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
My Beautiful Rescue
Gah. I don't know where to start. How about last night was my birthday party?
It was really fun (I think). We started by just chilling and then as more people came we started that embarrassing video game. That took about 45 minutes, so afterwards, we ate and had cake and hung out more. Finally my dad finished the video of everyone's stuff and so we took like a half hour to watch that, and it was really funny. Afterwards, we just partied for a while. People danced, people played Twister, people had coin wars with my little brother. I opened presents and ended the party around the camp fire playing Truth or Truth.
Do you want to hear the Jason story? Well, firstly, it was cool because we went up into the loft and he played my dad's bass for a while and he's really good. We actually went up there a couple times but just to get the guitar and everything so he could bring it down. So during Truth or Truth, I realized that Jason had been alone playing guitar for quite a while in the Playstation room. I went in to check on him and just sort of sat there and we talked a little bit. It was pretty sad; he was talking about how he honestly doesn't like parties, but never wants to be rude so he comes anyways. He's so deep. He would play like a song, and then tell me something, and then start playing again. I suggested that I send Andy in, because they're best friends and everything, and Jason was like, "Usually Andy just makes it worse." I asked why, and he was just explaining how Andy doesn't see why it's hard for him to be outgoing, and Jason also told me that he's explained to Andy before but Andy kind of forgot about it a couple days later. He also said one thing that really got me, "I think I play the guitar so much, because it never leaves, you know?" Askljdlsafjs. I suggested that we go outside since the party was almost over so we went back to the loft to put the guitar back and I hugged him, since you know, yeah. Hahaha. Anyways, we went outside and sat around the fire, and since he was kind of out of the circle, I stayed with him. When he left, I hugged him again.
I don't know. I feel like I maybe made a breakthrough there? There's still everything that keeps me interested in him, and he continues to just wow me. One thing I noticed was a lot of eye contact. It was... bashful? on his part. Cutie!
Oh, did I mention he said he likes Gina Calo?
I don't want to believe it, but of course he does.
It was really fun (I think). We started by just chilling and then as more people came we started that embarrassing video game. That took about 45 minutes, so afterwards, we ate and had cake and hung out more. Finally my dad finished the video of everyone's stuff and so we took like a half hour to watch that, and it was really funny. Afterwards, we just partied for a while. People danced, people played Twister, people had coin wars with my little brother. I opened presents and ended the party around the camp fire playing Truth or Truth.
Do you want to hear the Jason story? Well, firstly, it was cool because we went up into the loft and he played my dad's bass for a while and he's really good. We actually went up there a couple times but just to get the guitar and everything so he could bring it down. So during Truth or Truth, I realized that Jason had been alone playing guitar for quite a while in the Playstation room. I went in to check on him and just sort of sat there and we talked a little bit. It was pretty sad; he was talking about how he honestly doesn't like parties, but never wants to be rude so he comes anyways. He's so deep. He would play like a song, and then tell me something, and then start playing again. I suggested that I send Andy in, because they're best friends and everything, and Jason was like, "Usually Andy just makes it worse." I asked why, and he was just explaining how Andy doesn't see why it's hard for him to be outgoing, and Jason also told me that he's explained to Andy before but Andy kind of forgot about it a couple days later. He also said one thing that really got me, "I think I play the guitar so much, because it never leaves, you know?" Askljdlsafjs. I suggested that we go outside since the party was almost over so we went back to the loft to put the guitar back and I hugged him, since you know, yeah. Hahaha. Anyways, we went outside and sat around the fire, and since he was kind of out of the circle, I stayed with him. When he left, I hugged him again.
I don't know. I feel like I maybe made a breakthrough there? There's still everything that keeps me interested in him, and he continues to just wow me. One thing I noticed was a lot of eye contact. It was... bashful? on his part. Cutie!
Oh, did I mention he said he likes Gina Calo?
I don't want to believe it, but of course he does.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
This is Your Birthday Song!
It isn't very long, hey!
Hahaha, today's my birthday! It's a better birthday than last year. Last year, eh, kind of sucked. I wasn't in a really good place, but now it's better :) This morning was awesome because my parents gave me a Cromartie jersey! I wore that to school and when I got there Nicole gave me a card and a present and Phil gave me a card. A bunch of people were saying happy birthday, and then Ginny brought balloons (first time ever for me!) and this piece of chocolate cake and a birthday card that everyone wrote in. It's super sweet I love it :) It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! And since I had the balloons, pretty much everybody I know said happy birthday to me. So far, it's been a pretty good day.
School work kind of sucks. I'm already getting lazy... I haven't started the APEC outline yet. I know basically nobody has, but usually I do a little bit every day, and I haven't been so far. I've been putting off homework too, like tonight, I have to do basically the whole lab for chemistry. Crap man. Oh well! It's my birthday!
Hm, what to next? Jason, you say? Well maybe you didn't say that, but I'm going to talk about him anyway. Yeah I still like him. I don't get all squee-y lately, but I think that's just because my emotional biorhythms are low (I'm so lame I know). I still talk to him in APEC and I TRY to walk with him afterwards... sometimes that happens, sometimes it doesn't. Usually the reason it doesn't happen is Kathryn. The other day, I was walking with him, and I heard her behind us so I moved closer to him so she would go to my other side, but she squeezed right in between us. She's kind of been irritating me lately, but whatever. Oh! I guess I never talked about that weird incident with Andy. I was talking to him on the phone and I asked about how he was feeling about Andrea and basically he said he didn't like her anymore. I mentioned how uh every guy likes or has liked her, and how I was a little afraid that Jason would like her too. Andy rejected that thought immediately, incessantly insuring me that Jason didn't like her. Obviously that caught my attention. I asked him about it, and he kept saying that he couldn't tell me anything, only that this was something he had no control over. I told Phil, and then Andy told Phil the big secret! Phil won't tell me either. Anywayssss, things have sort of died down since then. Sigh. Whatever.
Hahaha, today's my birthday! It's a better birthday than last year. Last year, eh, kind of sucked. I wasn't in a really good place, but now it's better :) This morning was awesome because my parents gave me a Cromartie jersey! I wore that to school and when I got there Nicole gave me a card and a present and Phil gave me a card. A bunch of people were saying happy birthday, and then Ginny brought balloons (first time ever for me!) and this piece of chocolate cake and a birthday card that everyone wrote in. It's super sweet I love it :) It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! And since I had the balloons, pretty much everybody I know said happy birthday to me. So far, it's been a pretty good day.
School work kind of sucks. I'm already getting lazy... I haven't started the APEC outline yet. I know basically nobody has, but usually I do a little bit every day, and I haven't been so far. I've been putting off homework too, like tonight, I have to do basically the whole lab for chemistry. Crap man. Oh well! It's my birthday!
Hm, what to next? Jason, you say? Well maybe you didn't say that, but I'm going to talk about him anyway. Yeah I still like him. I don't get all squee-y lately, but I think that's just because my emotional biorhythms are low (I'm so lame I know). I still talk to him in APEC and I TRY to walk with him afterwards... sometimes that happens, sometimes it doesn't. Usually the reason it doesn't happen is Kathryn. The other day, I was walking with him, and I heard her behind us so I moved closer to him so she would go to my other side, but she squeezed right in between us. She's kind of been irritating me lately, but whatever. Oh! I guess I never talked about that weird incident with Andy. I was talking to him on the phone and I asked about how he was feeling about Andrea and basically he said he didn't like her anymore. I mentioned how uh every guy likes or has liked her, and how I was a little afraid that Jason would like her too. Andy rejected that thought immediately, incessantly insuring me that Jason didn't like her. Obviously that caught my attention. I asked him about it, and he kept saying that he couldn't tell me anything, only that this was something he had no control over. I told Phil, and then Andy told Phil the big secret! Phil won't tell me either. Anywayssss, things have sort of died down since then. Sigh. Whatever.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Squee!
Jasonjasonjasonjasonjason.
Yep.
That's what's on my mind quite a bit now. It's so great liking a new guy. I talk to him pretty much every day except for Thursdays and most weekends. Okay, so that's only like 4 days, but still! I love having him in my APEC class. I love talking to him after class when we walk to second period or break. I loved today when Kathryn said something stupid and he looked at me and smiled. I love talking to Nicole about him! Hahaha :)
Today after class we walked together (again) (!!!). I asked him what his second period was and he told me his third period is band. He said he doesn't really like playing the flute (yes, flute, I know) but he likes all the stuff band gets to do and the people in it. He volunteered that information. Better than "the weather's nice" eh? And he was saying that this morning he was in the band room because somebody brought a bass guitar and so he of course wanted to see it. I asked why he didn't bring his guitar every day and he said that he would only be able to play it like the 15 minutes at break, but once marching season is done and he has pretty much a free period for band, he'll start bringing it. We had to part ways once I got to my locker, but it was really cool talking to him :) I love talking to him! I told him that I liked when he spiked his hair, hahaha. It was, after all, the thing that got me to notice him.
Yep.
That's what's on my mind quite a bit now. It's so great liking a new guy. I talk to him pretty much every day except for Thursdays and most weekends. Okay, so that's only like 4 days, but still! I love having him in my APEC class. I love talking to him after class when we walk to second period or break. I loved today when Kathryn said something stupid and he looked at me and smiled. I love talking to Nicole about him! Hahaha :)
Today after class we walked together (again) (!!!). I asked him what his second period was and he told me his third period is band. He said he doesn't really like playing the flute (yes, flute, I know) but he likes all the stuff band gets to do and the people in it. He volunteered that information. Better than "the weather's nice" eh? And he was saying that this morning he was in the band room because somebody brought a bass guitar and so he of course wanted to see it. I asked why he didn't bring his guitar every day and he said that he would only be able to play it like the 15 minutes at break, but once marching season is done and he has pretty much a free period for band, he'll start bringing it. We had to part ways once I got to my locker, but it was really cool talking to him :) I love talking to him! I told him that I liked when he spiked his hair, hahaha. It was, after all, the thing that got me to notice him.
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