My Beautiful Rescue

Gah. I don't know where to start. How about last night was my birthday party?

It was really fun (I think). We started by just chilling and then as more people came we started that embarrassing video game. That took about 45 minutes, so afterwards, we ate and had cake and hung out more. Finally my dad finished the video of everyone's stuff and so we took like a half hour to watch that, and it was really funny. Afterwards, we just partied for a while. People danced, people played Twister, people had coin wars with my little brother. I opened presents and ended the party around the camp fire playing Truth or Truth.

Do you want to hear the Jason story? Well, firstly, it was cool because we went up into the loft and he played my dad's bass for a while and he's really good. We actually went up there a couple times but just to get the guitar and everything so he could bring it down. So during Truth or Truth, I realized that Jason had been alone playing guitar for quite a while in the Playstation room. I went in to check on him and just sort of sat there and we talked a little bit. It was pretty sad; he was talking about how he honestly doesn't like parties, but never wants to be rude so he comes anyways. He's so deep. He would play like a song, and then tell me something, and then start playing again. I suggested that I send Andy in, because they're best friends and everything, and Jason was like, "Usually Andy just makes it worse." I asked why, and he was just explaining how Andy doesn't see why it's hard for him to be outgoing, and Jason also told me that he's explained to Andy before but Andy kind of forgot about it a couple days later. He also said one thing that really got me, "I think I play the guitar so much, because it never leaves, you know?" Askljdlsafjs. I suggested that we go outside since the party was almost over so we went back to the loft to put the guitar back and I hugged him, since you know, yeah. Hahaha. Anyways, we went outside and sat around the fire, and since he was kind of out of the circle, I stayed with him. When he left, I hugged him again.

I don't know. I feel like I maybe made a breakthrough there? There's still everything that keeps me interested in him, and he continues to just wow me. One thing I noticed was a lot of eye contact. It was... bashful? on his part. Cutie!


Oh, did I mention he said he likes Gina Calo?
I don't want to believe it, but of course he does.