We All Rock Along

I know, I know. It's been a really long time since I last posted but seriously, you don't care about my summer. It's probably the least news-worthy time of the year, but I'm still going to try to give you a post (mostly because Nicole just did yesterday and I don't want to seem so far behind, haha). And besides, you'll get a flood of new posts at the beginning of the school year.

Mostly I've been just hanging out and sleeping in late... I'm already done with APEC and Humanities assignments so my summer is free from here on out, although I'll probably review Julius Caeser once before the school year starts. Besides chilling out and being, uh, boring, I have hung out with friends, mostly since softball is over now. I also am developing a shopping addiction since I got a bunch of new clothes and yet I don't want to stop. Don't you just love the feeling of new clothes? And yesterday I got a straightener! Hooray! Maybe I won't have horrible hair for the entirety of next year.

Am I the only person who totally misses seeing guys every day? I like need to get out and talk to some or something or I am going to go crazy. I guess I kinda miss Connor, but not as much as I would be if I hadn't crushed on Jason at the end of the year. Speaking of Jason, I don't miss him too much, but that's for the better because he moved away. With a new school year comes new possibilities, so you never know... ;) Anyways, I think my self-esteem is pretty high now, and we know that that's been an issue in the past. I guess on the inside I'm still worried about being single for the rest of my high school career. I mean, I REALLY wanted a boyfriend by the end of 8th grade, and that didn't happen. I didn't stress the importance of getting one as much last year (don't get me wrong, I still totally liked guys, but I didn't feel the need to just have a relationship), but what if I don't get one this year? Or next? It's for the best that I don't worry about it, but Brittlyn has asked me, "Like, have you just never wanted a boyfriend? Or what?" I suppose it would be better to tell her the truth--that I'm usually obsessed with boys-- but it's so much easier on the ego to say that I don't really care. Do you get it?

I miss Phil too! I haven't properly talked to him since school got out and now he's in France and I don't know if I'll be able to talk to him while he's there. He told me that I could reach him via email but I sent him a message a couple days ago and he still hasn't replied. Unless I sent it to hotmail and it was supposed to be gmail.. which probably happened.

On the tangent of missing things, I miss softball! I saw my JV coach, Bobby, at Target the other day and we talked and it was cool. She was like, "Maybe we could try you catching.. but then I need you at second base!" Hahaha, I really miss JV. I can't believe it's another 8 months? I'm going to go crazy. And I'm totally gonna be out of shape.

So I think that's a nice and long update. I made something out of nothing! Just call me magic :)