I'm Calming Down

"I'm Calming Down" is a super awesome song by Lights Out Dancing. It's a really happy song about how life is worth living and all the things that make it good. Not only are the lyrics good, but the music is cool too :)

I guess I am calming down (maybe because of the song). It still really sucks that Gina and Jason are going to Homecoming, though. And I'm ashamed to say it, but if I didn't know that he totally likes her, then I would delude myself into believing he likes me. I think he's just naturally a really sweet guy though, and that's what keeps messing me up.

All this stuff happened at Floatbuilding (Woot! Done!) yesterday. Where should I begin? How about, he held my bag for me when we went to go put it in Mrs. Correa's room. Okay, when has a guy EVER done that before? Or maybe, when we were looking at the Minny and Mickey painting, and after I told him I drew Minny, he kept complimenting me, saying things like, "Wow, I think she's even better than the original picture (smile)." Maybe the fact that he gave me the duct tape flower he and Andy made, when every one else asked for it and I didn't. Okay, that's a little elementary school, but whatever haha. And for the Grand Finale: We did our handprints together. Gahh. It's hard for me to even talk about it, hah. Basically we alternated red and yellow on the fingers and then he did his palm red and I did mine yellow. And then we touched thumbs in the middle. So the first time we tried putting them on, I did my right hand and he did his left, and we had to cross over because I stood to the left and he stood to the right (if that makes sense). Just being close to him is... I can't explain. And after we put them on, and we both still had paint on, we touched hands together (kind of like a high five, but there was no motion and we kept it there for like 5 seconds). So anyways, our handprints are connected by the thumb and they have our initials under them.

I really really had to resist the urge to paint a + between the JM and OR.