When I'm With You

I really can't tell if I've used this title before.. I remember once I asked Nicole to find a song that was a good representation of my life and this is what she came up with. If you listen to it, you'll probably agree that it describes a certain aspect of my life very well.

Okay, I know it's been forever and ever since I last posted. I posted about sticking to liking Connor. "How is that going?" one might wonder. Okay, so basically nothing has happened since then. I think I'll have more opportunities next week without STAR testing because then I'll be able to see him after first period. Anyways, I haven't gotten depressed about him at all and I get very happy if I do see him (even from afar). It totally reminds me of the line, "Would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile?" Or perhaps, "And I don't want to fall to pieces, I just want to sit and stare at you." So yeah, I'm staying optimistic about it. As for the reason behind my 'epiphany' last time, it was because I figured, hey, if he had liked me before (which isn't 100% sure, but whatever), then what's stopping him liking me now?

I guess that's the main thing on the mind of Olivia for now. I've told you how little things make it seem like we totally were, I don't want to say meant to be, but meant to be together? The whole thing with our names in the same place for popular baby names (http://babynames.com/Names/Popular/) and whatnot? Well, today I found another. In Friends, on Days Of Our Lives, there was this girl named Olivia and she was supposed to marry a guy named (guess what?) Connor. Mmhmm.

Anyways. The reason school has been tolerable is because of STAR testing. It's cool because that means only three classes a day and less homework. Plus, I got an extra class with Phil and Nicole and Carrie. Now that's over, though.

Softball is still softball. I'm not as big of a hitter anymore, though. I usually get a hit once or twice in a game, but I'm not really an RBI hitter I guess. I'm second in the lineup, so that's kind of why. I don't like playing second base much either, because it seems like all I do is make errors. I've suggested that I move but Bobby wants to keep me there on the off chance that I do something right (but I'm pretty sure it's because she likes me and wants me to be infield). Gina Calo hit a home run yesterday and I say it's my turn! Alyssa Abrenica, Aurora, and Calo have all hit one.

So yeah, that's basically the update on my life. I'm trying to think of something more interesting to write about than how I'm feeling about Connor, but no such luck. Maybe I'll update soon; who knows.