This is Your Birthday Song!

It isn't very long, hey!

Hahaha, today's my birthday! It's a better birthday than last year. Last year, eh, kind of sucked. I wasn't in a really good place, but now it's better :) This morning was awesome because my parents gave me a Cromartie jersey! I wore that to school and when I got there Nicole gave me a card and a present and Phil gave me a card. A bunch of people were saying happy birthday, and then Ginny brought balloons (first time ever for me!) and this piece of chocolate cake and a birthday card that everyone wrote in. It's super sweet I love it :) It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! And since I had the balloons, pretty much everybody I know said happy birthday to me. So far, it's been a pretty good day.

School work kind of sucks. I'm already getting lazy... I haven't started the APEC outline yet. I know basically nobody has, but usually I do a little bit every day, and I haven't been so far. I've been putting off homework too, like tonight, I have to do basically the whole lab for chemistry. Crap man. Oh well! It's my birthday!

Hm, what to next? Jason, you say? Well maybe you didn't say that, but I'm going to talk about him anyway. Yeah I still like him. I don't get all squee-y lately, but I think that's just because my emotional biorhythms are low (I'm so lame I know). I still talk to him in APEC and I TRY to walk with him afterwards... sometimes that happens, sometimes it doesn't. Usually the reason it doesn't happen is Kathryn. The other day, I was walking with him, and I heard her behind us so I moved closer to him so she would go to my other side, but she squeezed right in between us. She's kind of been irritating me lately, but whatever. Oh! I guess I never talked about that weird incident with Andy. I was talking to him on the phone and I asked about how he was feeling about Andrea and basically he said he didn't like her anymore. I mentioned how uh every guy likes or has liked her, and how I was a little afraid that Jason would like her too. Andy rejected that thought immediately, incessantly insuring me that Jason didn't like her. Obviously that caught my attention. I asked him about it, and he kept saying that he couldn't tell me anything, only that this was something he had no control over. I told Phil, and then Andy told Phil the big secret! Phil won't tell me either. Anywayssss, things have sort of died down since then. Sigh. Whatever.