I Don't Wanna Be In Love

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
-I Don't Wanna Be In Love(Dance Floor Anthem) by Good Charlotte

That song is great. I'm sort of addicted to it right now. Go ChEcK iT oUt.

Yesterday was our day off. I sat around all day until 5 when I went out to dinner and the football game with Ginny, Sam, Latifis, Chad, and Karen (Chad and Karen only came to the game). Dinner was good at Bread Bites and then we walked over to Westview. Seating order: Sam, Ginny, Max, Brandon, me. I was just looking forward to when Chad and Karen came so I could actually talk to someone. So Chad came, and GUESS WHAT. You'll never be able to. You can try, but you won't. Chad had forgotten to call his mom when he got there and when he remembered, he was like, "Oh shit!" I know, crazy, right?? I have to say that's when my feelings came rushing back. Yeah, wierd.

Then stupid Christian came and sat next to Chad and they started talking and I was basically alone. Next Karen shows up so she, Ginny, and Sam move up a row so we're closer together. I was so alone, in that group. It really hit me at half time when Chad and Christian left to get food and then Ginny and Karen and Sam left for unknown reasons, leaving me with the Latifis. I turned up my iPod hella loud and went emo for the third quarter and part of the fourth. I was sincerely hoping some one like Chad would notice me and try to cheer me up, but haha, no.

The game gets really interesting at the end with MC down one point. We're making a great drive across the field and with about 30 seconds on the clock, the QB passes to some one on like the 5 yard line. I don't even know what the heck happened, fumble or something, but it turned over to Westview. Yeah, we lost. I was actually happy and excited before that, and then we lost. Depressing.

Oh, and the whole time that freaking like pull to Chad was there. The one that drives me crazy and kills my heart? Yeah.