I know it's supposed to be Two Years Ago. I moved away seven years ago, so nyah. Clandestine is opening their first real store there on the 20th and selling four different limited edition tees, 250 copies of each. I'm going to ask my aunt if she would go to the store and get me a couple.
Life... is bleh. It's like, I'm freaking dead on the inside. I don't feel anything anymore. I joke around and smile and crap but the whole time I'm just thinking 'Whatever, it will just end, and then you'll be sad again.' School is so incredibly unbearable. I tried to look forward to something, like Nicole said. My thing was sitting and talking to Tracey in Bio. Well, I forgot that we switched seats and I don't sit by her anymore.
First period was the best part of my day, because we had a sub, Mr. Wonderful. I still had the hopeless feeling though.
I really really wanted to be antisocial today. To be alone and just listen to my iPod. I thought about going over to hang out with Nicole at lunch but I think it just pulls her away from her friends and she doesn't really like it that much.
Oh, and at lunch Connor came over to ask to borrow a quarter from someone. I didn't have one (sob). While he was waiting for Kathryn to get hers, he was looking around out group all like, "I know you, and you, and you," etc. He like looked at me for a second, and passed over me. Oh my freaking God.
This is not a life that I want to live. I can't even describe it. Dead.
Does anyone out there know How to Save a Life?
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