Harder to Breath

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Phil just told me that Alli likes Connor too. I don't know why it even freaking matters that much, but suddenly I realize that I stand no chance with him. Sure, Alli is a bitch. Sure, I'm a better person than her. But (if Connor goes out with her) that just means I lost the guy. Again. Being the better person doesn't really matter then, does it? It shouldn't really affect me this much. I personally don't think Connor would like Alli (but what the hell do I know. He liked Alyssa last year). It's like... Just making small talk at lunch isn't going to really help at all. There goes my hope.

To Do list for today:
1. Stop thinking about Connor. God.
2. Do math homework.
3. Stop thinking about the Alli situation.
4. Mentally prepare myself for school tomorrow.
5. Pick an outfit for tomorrow.
6. Mentally prepare myself for the concert Saturday.
7. Stop pitying myself.